1st thing 1st, I lost my camera USB cable, so no picture until I buy a new one.
updateS about me and syu day out and nana bdae will be done later.

My confession, do stop reading if you don’t like and pls excuse my language.

I had enough of myself pleasing others but not myself.
Until it gets fake…
Fucking fake...
Every single time I try it just gets more and more fake…
To the extend that I’m not myself when I talk to you…
I’m like wearing a damn mask that keeps smiling for no reason in front of you…
I think it’s the time for you to know that I fucking hate you right from the start…
Not just I can’t forgive what you have done; I can’t forget a single thing that happens…
Hatred is still in me…
And you are SO GOOD at pretending...
Or maybe that's just the nature of you...
Still have the cheek to ask me “what took you so long to............?”
Damn…
If you are not one of cause it will be this bloody long…
I guess now I want to be myself…
Even if you going to hate me for whom I am now…
This is the fact…
I’m not going to pretend anymore…
Because in relationship it’s all about sincerity…
If it is done for the sake of other or just to please others, it is not a sincere relationship…
Its bullshitting!!!!
I think you get my hint…
Good…
Bear this in mind…
You might hate me after you read this but by hating me is the most sincere thing you can ever give me.
There is only person I can blame for all the mess and hatred is me…