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I guess it just me feeling to myself (terase sendiri) that you referring to me, but for sure its not me...I knew that it is for that someone special of yours...hehe...but I'M NOT SAD ABOUT IT...instead you make me miss you more every single day. I’m going crazy...Heheheh oh ya when to meet rachew, randy and Thomas at yishun and took bas to pasir ris to buy BBQ stuff for CHALET!!! And leave it at liyan house since she's the nearest to downtown....yippee...left early...PSP PSP PSP PSP PSP...ahahah

tmr having cognitive test, and I’ve yet study anything (now is already 11.32)...DAMN...hahaha guess I’m addicted to this word too "DAMN...." Heheheh

To Adilah JL
Hey gurl do take care of yourself k? Take your medication if you have any (I so noob don't know anything about dengue fever). Anyway put that aside. Erm...GET WELL SOON ok??? Have a very good rest at home!!! When you feel better then we shall get ourselves some ice cream...yummy...

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Afi :
=-Afi-= Feeling sucky all over again..damn. says:
Lala

=-Afi-= Feeling sucky all over again..damn. says:
are u ok?

Fardilah :
... MrS YoGiBeAr ... says:
kau ok?


Daniel :
daniel says:
hie

daniel says:
r u ok?

Hisham :
Show no love, cuz love can get u killed says:
hey u ok?

Rachel :
[c=47]*RaChEw[/c] *EviL QueeN + EviL TwiN + kayp0h QueeN = GEE_GEE says:
wan to tell u somethings...

[c=47]*RaChEw[/c] *EviL QueeN + EviL TwiN + kayp0h QueeN = GEE_GEE says:
thanks gal.. hope u r feeling better now




hey guys! im sorry that i didnt reply you all last night...i'm just not in the mood to talk...just scare that i will vent my anger to you guys instead...SORRY...THANKS for all your concern...u guys brighten up my day... :) not forgetting nesh and randy..

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I’m so fucking piss today... FUCK you people for ruining my HAPPY day!!!!! I was so in the mood of wanting to eat ice cream (and you people should how crazy I can get when I wanne eat ice cream) ...THANK YOU so very much for making me cancel the whole thing...DAMN!!!! I just don't know why is it so difficult for you people? Damn, you people are totally suck!!! if it happen once I still don mind, but it happened DONO HOW MANY TIME... when you in need of things you people know how to come to me, but a lil favour from me, tones of excuses I get from you people... fuck lah...you really piss me off people... enough of you guys...

Anyway, shafiq sorry that I have to ask you to go home just like that, I’m just scare that I will throw all my anger on you. Before I start scolding vulgarities to you I think it’s the best you go home and left me alone to cool down.

I just hate it to be piss off by little2 things...haiz...haiz...


For my dear friend (I dono if you going to read this but you will know it’s for you is you read this)
I hope that you go and see doctor kk??? Don’t be stubborn ok my friend???I know it’s irritating but then I bet people around are worried for you so am I...anyway stay happy and smile always.

Piss off...disappointed...worried...happy (eating chocolate now)... i’m going crazy with all this mixed emotion at one time...headache headache…

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going to blog about nadia bdae when i get the pic from them!!!! ;)

This is how serious my split personality can be...

If you read my previous blog that you sense that my kind of piss off and sad. But at the same time I’m happy to post what happen in school.

was rather excited to go school because they is a captain's ball game at school, it have been so long since I play captain's ball...this remind me of my secondary school life where we still have P.E every week...well that’s they best part of school ha-ha...CAPTAIN'S BALL, FLOOR BALL, VOLLEY BALL...even I’m not very good at the rest that I just love playing it...

when to school to do my UT (the last UT for the this 5 module) but shit, I was inform by my facilitator that next week Thursday i'm going to have my test again...Haiz...Haiz...today we change group! Yippee...guess what i’m no longer group with amin...ha-ha..."AMIN I'M SO GLAD" ha-ha. Lucky! Can’t imagine how crazy my life can get to be in the same group with him for 4 times in a week...ha-ha...now, I have nick, lixia, jack and Derek (which will only appear in class once every blue moon). Hehe. Great work today team!!! Muach...

Sad to know that the game cancel or something sob ;( so I when home with nick, we share some personal life (love life) it just remind me of "HIM" was kind of sad. But I manage to ignore the feeling...yeah! WELL I THOUGHT THAT SOMEBODY SO GOOD, THAT HE WANTED TO SEND ME HOME EVEN WHEN HE STAYS JURONG EAST... YA RIGHT YOU CHEEKY MONKEY...HEHEHE...just wanne show how good you are when you actually stay YCK...anyway thanks for the company home!














thats us (me n nick)...the 1st pic he just wake up from sleep..hahaha...and we look retarde at the the 2nd pic..heheh

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SHIT!!! I thought I've recovery, but i’m not...I’ve been sneezing non-stop since the start of the day, maybe due to the air-con, my poor nose...Wah...I sneeze until there is tears in my eyes...and our dear friend here wipe it off the tears for me. hahah. So swit...
Did my test in school, was pretty ok. Continue with visual basic lesson (god damn difficult at the beginning but after overcome all the confusion, it was ok actually) SORRY GUYS IF ME SNEEZZING TODAY WILL CAUSE ANYONE TO FALL SICK TMR....I'M SO SORRY... and to all lovely that I take all their tissue ...hahah sorry... :)

When to eat with the guys, was very hungry but have not appetite to eat, went to esplanade cafe to grab some bread, but the Q was super long so I change my mind. Went down to meet them again with nth in hand, but nick insisted to Q up for me. No choice went up to get some bread. Oh ya, at food court W1 saw Leonard (hug hug). Head to the lawn to eat, talk some crab, and feel so much better in the sun hehe. wanted to drink Vitasoy suddenly, wanted to call Mahesh to buy for me but don have his no. and nick wanted to help me buy (but the 7-11 like quite far from where we are) end up Jj buy for me since he buying things a 7-11 too. I FEEL SO BAD. SORRY GUYS I TROUBLE YOU ALL SO MUCH. Wish I’m not sick :(

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Hey!! In recovery state...yipee...I just don like been sick!!! I’m left with irritating flu and cough.... ;)
Now I have all the pics uploaded...
Friday left house around 9 plus and head straight to Malaysia, in negari Sembilan. Wasn’t really feel well, so all I do is sleep in car after been force by my father to eat panadol.yuck yuck. I hate medication 1stly cox I hate the taste of it and 2ndly I just can’t swallow it.heheh.sum up, I just HATE it... :x
After sitting so long in the car at last I reach my kampong (village) around 2am in the morning...arrggghhh...sleepy2..Zzzzzzzzzz

wanne see my kampong? just enjoy the pictures.

































i love all the green scenery...seem like the memory lane...























posing infront of the camera.... here some cuties...























took some pic 1st before head off to my cousin mum's house
when there and had fried crab...mee kari...lemang...yummy....
wooooooooooo.....im such a crab lover!!!!!


























they are crab lover too!!! rawr...hahaha
























manage to capture the pic of the cow...heheh..mooooooooooooooooo
that the old version toilet..love the coconut trees...

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Feeling sick...sick...sick...sick...sick...

Yesterday, it took me 20 mins to reach school from causeway point...no wonder I see people around keep "over-take" me. Went to school for test (science test). Thought of pon-ing school if the topic is difficult. But it's not. We study about parables for cognitive, was rather easy, I bet it will be waste to go home at that period of time.
But my throat seem so dry, its hurts very time I cough. Arrr. Nick was very helpful, he keep refilling my bottle with warm water most of the time. Still provide me tissue. A BIG THANK YOU FOR YOU....GREAT HELP...thanks to Rulan for helping me by waffer. I bet that I burden a lot of you. SORRY.
When home straight after school. Tempted to fries, I go buy some (even when my throat is hurting very badly)
I get some hand full of nagging from my lovely friend, especial Afi that didn’t want me to eat ice cream anymore, and Rachel for not letting me eat fries... :(

Didn’t go school today, too sick to even walk out of bed early in the morning.

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Feeling sick for the past few days....irritating flu....I think me going to get fever soon...pretty soon...

Today we change group, in team with Rulan Annette and amin. Being in the same group with Rulan is very motivating, they way the learn and approach the problem is very enthu, it encourages me to do well and work double hard. :) when to SUI talk on customer service which only lasted for 1/2 hour (here comes my 1 DP point. yeah.) before we start on out PowerPoint me and Phylis feel like eating ice cream, was raining very heavily today but still we don care, there you go two year 1 student eating ice cream while one having flu and one stomach ache...ha-ha....well that’s me n Phylis.... and that’s not all, I think amin getting fever due to me... how it feel amin shiok? Hehe.

When to meet Rachel after school...I want to eat chocolate balls at swensen...when we were sited I was tempted to eat the fish n chip (I bet I'm getting fatter and fatter ;)) I n Rachel try to test the service there ha-ha see if they are slow.hehehe. But well done, not bad. (Starting to talk crap)

















We were too engrossed eating that we forget to take picture of the food, then noob Rachel to ask for menu, she took the picture from the menu. But good photography skill...

Had my frosted Chocó malt. I was so shock to see there are so many chocolate balls in it. Yummy...there are like 12 over chocolate balls in it.


Well guys next up Ben and jerry (waffer waffer waffer wafer)

Labels: chocolate balls at swensen....

Feel damn lazy to blog...hehe...
Anyways, I guess I will only blog about my hari raye celebration when I get all the pictures... :)

When to school today, did my computing test (rather easy, I mean I know but just didn’t really know how to get the answer and worst not enough time to do, sad case). 1st break when down to eat at W1 with the W16E, miss everyone especially Leonard, well I feel awkward towards the girls I didn’t know why. I guess previously there were five of us, but now only left with four of them. Kind off sad. I use to be very close to Mabel but now? We didn’t even talk just now; instead I walk with the guys. Maybe because we at different block (I’m the only one at W3, while the rest at W2 and W4). I dono why but I'm guess I’m closer to the guys than the girls. Haiz. Miss all the fun we had before. all the crap....dancing around...playing musical chair...all the biting and slapping...all the fuck and cb...doing forefeet...chalet...steamboat...Seoul garden...TEAM UNO cheers...well its all left with memories... I just hope you all stay happy and crazy...

Suppose to go eat gelare today with amin, ah long, Ahmad and the rest...but then everyone is lazy to walk all the way to causeway. So we thought of going tmr instead (hopefully we go), cause ah long treating me...hehe (dream on Dilah).

I watch something on television just know about the war or Arab or what I dono but I just watch...I was very sad to see people crying uncontrollable due to the death of their love once. It touches my heart see all the innocent people died and suffer because of the war. how will they feel now? its hari raya... :(
If I were to be given 1 wish = I would want everyone to be happy (peace no war, lets make love not war)

today my god-grandpa come my house hari raya...hehe...both my parents fasting "puase 6"... he didn’t want to eat the mee my mum cook until both my parents break fast...very cute eh my god grandpa (love him <3)... a few days back we brought a cake "hari raye cake" for my grandpa...lucky we remember to take it out to give him... I sang a selamat hari raya song in the happy birthday tune. hope he love it...

That’s all... well update again some other day...

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Today which are 12 of Oct totally suck but fun at time...

Well, I did very bad for my presentation today (I shall not go in detail, just feeling guilty). Head home straight home after school and did my RJ (with apologies), just feel heavy inside my heart so I went to sleep until its time to break fast. My sibling and I did some last minute cleaning. mean while we receive a call that my grandma - sister - husband just past away not long ago around 7, I was really heart breaking to lose someone at a very meaningful event like hari raya ( I just hope they are strong enough to go through all this, hopefully).

I hope I can too. When they start to "takbir", I feel kind of sad inside, and well I guess this will be the 1st year I’m celebrating hari raya without my grandpa (he left us on the 10 of March 2007). I bet that I going to miss him for the celebration, even now. I just hope that he rest in peace now...

This is the only photo i’m left with... haji ujut (10 march 2007)

I still have another grandpa (god-grandpa), his the one I talk to now....however, my late grandpa can never be replace. Gosh thinking of him just make me wanne cry... :( I hope he knows that I love him...

I hope u stay happy and healthy ok? (God-grandpa)

After hours of cleaning up and my parent return from visiting, we went gelyang for last minute shopping it was about 11 plus when we left the house... something went into me I guess, I was piss off easily, it doesn't matter on what I just get piss (I’m sorry, I really do). We reach home at around 330 in the morning.

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love my class W34F...
now..let the pic to the toking...

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