Friday, September 28, 2007
best mum u can even get..
today, i feel so sick when i wake up to eat before start fasting...i saw my mum eating soupy stuff, i thot its was porridge, i ask told her i wanne eat porridge. start away she stand up and start cooking me porridge (so swit rite my mum). Can you image early in the morning 4 plus not forgetting that she tooo work and tired but she still bother to cook for me, end up i sleep in the kitchen waiting for my prorridge to eat. i only get to eat at 5 am. heheh.
I LOVE YOU MUM...MUACH...
my mummy...
Labels: best mum you can ever get...
bullshit!
Sincerity??? wer is it???
what wrong with people these days???
why are you doing it for other people???why not for yourself???
where is your stand???
why let people talk in you...
pls lah...
stop the nonsense...
what wrong with people these days???
why are you doing it for other people???why not for yourself???
where is your stand???
why let people talk in you...
pls lah...
stop the nonsense...
Labels: bullshit
Thursday, September 27, 2007
i love steamboat especailly with u guys!!!!
next up buffet for jeff bdae 5 oct!!!!
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for rachew
this is for u rachel...
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fear ended with a smile
i wake up with a heavy heart, scare and afraid of getting hurt. I’m confuse, I did not if I should go and break fast with them (hisyam, afi, radi, amin, mo, nazrin, shikin, Adilah, syu and nadiah). I wasn’t sure If I’m supposed to go or not. Worst they (hisyam, afi…..) to ask randy along, but im just to afraid to ask him, scare that we will think im bias towards the other group of the guys because at the same time randy, Rachel and rebeka went out and they ask me along too. Im just too scare to ask him along, because the majority they is malay, what fear me the most that he will feel outcast and show his att again, i just hate when that happen. i just hate quarreling with him. i just wanne be happi being his friend like before. ****just hope things will be a same again****
it didn't hurt me as much as i thot when i went out with them to break fast becox i thot seeing her will just make me think of the past, but it didnt, instead i enjoy myself. while hisyam sitting at the end of the table keep pestering me to tok to adilah, i wanted to but i just have no idea wat to tok about. i went home after we finish eat which i wish i could stay longer with them but im just too tire to stay. when its time go hm, i gather enough courage to actually shake her hands! (good job for me!)heheh
dis morning i receive the most shocking sms from adilah, went i least expected that she gonna sms me. we did tok abit, and i hope everytink went well after dis (we hope).
my fear ended with a smile!
thanks everyone that help to make it happen!!!!
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Saturday, September 22, 2007
just hoping for the better...
A few days back I read hisyam blog, he wrote something about Adilah the power of 2. At 1st I was shock but then as I read further it kind of make me think deeper. Actually, me and him did talk about it b4, she told him that she release her mistake and wanted to say sorry and make the situation better (even Afi told me the same thing). I was surprise to hear that from them but at the same time my anger tone down on her. I was touch actually to hear that. After so long of burying grudges, now I feel that I should not bury any more grudges but instead work together to make the situation better.
Anyway, actually, I wanted to say sorry to u too, bcox I didn’t give her the opportunity to explain herself. I’m just hoping that the relation can get better. I guess my just too stubborn at that point of time.
There is once that I think about, actually when we have a lot of common, especially when we went out , with Afi, Randy, Nazri, Shikin, me and her, we dress up the same from head to toe except for the colours gosh! How is that possible?? But it did happen. Maybe she likes what I like. Sometime I think we think alike but is just that we don’t feel for each other and I guess all thanks to that someone.
Labels: just hoping for the better
Friday, September 21, 2007
wat a start
i feel so noob when the 1st time i try to create my own blog... i didnt noe how to do a lot of things, i start doing it since dis afternoon but still im no way near to completion ahahah, but nvm since im not sure either wat to do now might as well i start typing. later then ill get help from others.
oh ya, today i didnt go school, i woke up late (915). i didnt even noe y even though i sleep like nobody diz last nite (sleeping beauty if i were to put in other way). well, not going to school today is such a waste! cox ive use up my 2 days of pon-ing schooling for no reason, now im left with one day for the other 15 weeks of cultural thingy lesson. gosh!. i wonder who is the facilitator and who is in my team.
anyway, thats me!
Labels: wat a start..