Today which are 12 of Oct totally suck but fun at time...

Well, I did very bad for my presentation today (I shall not go in detail, just feeling guilty). Head home straight home after school and did my RJ (with apologies), just feel heavy inside my heart so I went to sleep until its time to break fast. My sibling and I did some last minute cleaning. mean while we receive a call that my grandma - sister - husband just past away not long ago around 7, I was really heart breaking to lose someone at a very meaningful event like hari raya ( I just hope they are strong enough to go through all this, hopefully).

I hope I can too. When they start to "takbir", I feel kind of sad inside, and well I guess this will be the 1st year I’m celebrating hari raya without my grandpa (he left us on the 10 of March 2007). I bet that I going to miss him for the celebration, even now. I just hope that he rest in peace now...